Out of blue

Hi, lovely people. School holidays are about to start but so far, I'm unhappy with my weekend. I don't want to tell you why, I don't want to spoil your weekend. I deactivated my Twitter & I don't how long I can last without Twitter. I'm on Instagram now, stalking people to fill up my time that I usually used for tweeting & some shit like that. So don't worry, I didn't blocked you on Twitter if you followed me there.

I guess that's the only thing I wanna tell you. I don't know what to do lol that's why I'm here. Oh & I cut my hair.

Wazzaaaap

Gambar curi. I know.

Wazzaaaaaap omg idk why I'm so fucking enthusiastic about this hamageeerd it's been a fucking while I didn't post like anythiiiing *gedik voice*. I am so speechless but at the same time I was like.. "I should update something like people care about what happened to my life before PMR, during PMR, after PMR, few months after PMR and this school holiday" like daaaaah I should. I should. And it's been a while, browsing the Internet and read other people's blog. I thought I would be lifeless after PMR but my computer broke down and exploded (it really does exploded ok) and I was frustrated because all of my pictures and stuffs are in that fucking computer (don't ask me if there's any porn in my personal files) and I had an Internet breakdown (depression, ideas can't be shared) so I was enjoying the school holidays like.... a lifeless kid. Sleep late, woke up late, eat, watch tv, bullshit.

Other than that, I went to some places jugak laa because it's school holiday kaan. But before that, I am lost of words. I'm blogging using mom's laptop now, and I am happy because before this, this laptop doesn't have Google Chrome, Firefox Mozilla wtv fuck it is. Only Internet Explorer. You know kaaan that Internet Explorer is crap. Slow like hell, fed up I tau. And I ask my dad how to download since this laptop has a special password when downloading stuffs but then when my dad explains.... I was like..... OK. And here I am, petah bertyping!

I would like to update about everything. About my holidays, about my kitty!! (tak update pun pasal Eowyn so.. I should. I should.), about my life and other things lah kan. But not now lah, I am still excited so I'm gonna Tumblr-ing until I drop. Or webcam or wtv lah kan ^^ gonna conquer this laptop I DON'T CAREEEE.

I love my country!!

Kepada Malaysiaku yang tercinta,

HAPPY 55th INDEPENDENCE/NATIONAL DAY!

The ancestors have fought for our country, lead to deaths and bloods, just for sake of their future sons & grandchildren.

I learnt almost all of Malaysia's history since I entered middle school (and will entering high school, which I will learn history about other countries and religion.) and I learnt a lot of things.

Betrayals, war & a lot of inhumanity occur 55 years ago. Communists & colonialists took a lot of sources from our country but at the same time, they taught us, Malaysians, to be wise and careful when doing any agreement with other people.

Thank you to the fighters who lost their lives, the fighters who are still fighting, Ministries then and now, for bringing up Malaysia back, for making Malaysia a peaceful country.

I'm one of the kids in the new generation, will make something for this country, even though it's a small thing.

I LOVE MALAYSIA ♥

About everything but not quite everything....

I have a lot of thing to share with you. A lot.

Don't be excited.

Hiiiiiii guuuyyyssss. It's been a while. Nope. Bhahaha ok I’ve drank a cup of Nescafe and I think I’ve took too much caffeine. I don’t know how to start! It’s Syawal obviously, everyone are celebrating Raya, wishing ‘Selamat Hari Raya’ and stuffs and I‘ve celebrated my Raya at Tapah, Perak, my hometown. I can sense that this year’s Raya are boring. But who cares, when I’m growing up; things change too.

Before I wanna update anything, I would like to give a birthday shout-out to my bestfriend (yang maybe tengah marah aku sebab tak ingat sangat birthday dia hurmmzzz) Nur Huda, who turned 15 today! Jap jap nak cari gambar kitaorang berdua....

I'm sorry weh, I know your birthday were just around the corner but I just can't sure which day. Sigh, I know you're mad at me :(((((( *marks your birthday date on next year's calendar* nak belikan kau apa ek for this year......... since kau dah belikan aku macam macam :') I love you, my dear sehidup semati fwend, rakan seperjuangan. Kita selalu gaduh, cakap benci sana sini but look now? We have each other. No matter what, you'll always be my best friend. Maafkanlah aku di bulan Syawal ni haaa jangan lupa kek ketupat rendang yang aku nak buatkan untuk kau dengan Nazurah lol I'll try to get one whole cake hahahaha (matilah aku HAHAHA jk jk)

Disebabkan dah pukul 12 lebih....... nak update pasal raya dekat kampung macam tak sesuai, parents dah bebel. Tomorrow, maybe? Promise! Banyak nak share ni haiyooo asal time laju sangat haish

Wait for it.....

Turned me one turned me on turned me on turned me on turned me on turned me on turned me on & I've replayed this for 3494914723 times oh god oh god no I can't type with the any fullstop because I'm too enthusiastic & I like one of them soooooo much oh my he will not realize about my existence forever cause I was too shy to talk to him ahak ahak but I do talk to his fake account & that's sad like literally made me frustrated to live hahahahaha I stalked him a lot lately & he's from Singapore I mean they are all from Singapore this video was made in Singapore aaaaaaa my friend is dating with one of his friend aaaaaaa help me please I'm dying hahaha this is so fucking annoying. Enjoy!

A trip to remember. - Day 1

Assalamualaikum and hi! Since I'm under the weather, I will not try to talk much. I'm having a serious case of flu, asthma and cough like a frog. So pray me to get well soon! And I also skipped yesterday and today's cheer practice, I'm hoping that they're not mad at me since they put high hopes on me :'/ sorry for the drastic condition, my beloved squad :( Back to the main topic, from last Sunday until last Thursday, I went to Bali with my dad's staffs and family. Most of them brought their children along so the trip was cheerful.

We woke up very early than usual time. 5 in the morning, something like that? We went to my dad's office, meet the others and straight to the airport. Late. Because we waited for some people and yeah, but not too late. Whatever it is, we're at the airport on time.

Look at the 6-7 a.m. scenery. Nice.

Having breakfast while watching airplanes departure.

This store reminds me of someone :')

I didn't sleep on the plane, I'm enthusiastic! I played Temple Run while eating, eat eat eat until arrived at the Denpasar airport. Now, let me bring the Bali aura to you. (ceeeeeh! Don't face palm me)

We got those flower necklace and it looked very fancy lol :3 but the smell... too fragrant. After we arrived, a guy with Hawaiian shirt introduced himself and he was our tour guide. Blahblahblah, we went to a restaurant for lunch while our big bags have sent to the hotel.

I'm starving on that time.

Ni namanya..... um jap tanya ayah dulu.

Then, we went to this temple. Ok I'm suck at remembering name of some places that I've never been before. and I've kept delaying this post so let's put some pictures with captions only, shall we? And I'm still sick, remember? So I'm not in the mood of telling stories.

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Okay this pills for flu is drowsy. Part 2 will coming soon! Stay tuned.

This isn't fair.

"Walk a thousand miles just to see her, see her.

But she's far far away & I'd do anything just to see her face. 

But she's far far away.. walk a thousand miles just to see her smile again."

Bak kata Directioners; "Vas happenin?"

I've always wanted to use that hehe hi there, people in front of the monitor. As you can clearly see, I'm having an emotional breakdown. Until now. Now. I wish I can run away to Amazon forest where people can't find me and got suck and die by a huge mosquito. What if I had the chance? I can see who's gonna miss me. It's because there's no one missing me! Get it? Hahahaha fuck logic, I'm just a pathetic little girl.

The exams is just around the corner, and so does S.O.X. All-Stars Drum & Dance. Yay or nay? I don't actually is the date of the competition but I've heard it's on March. I DON'T KNOW! But whatever happens,  with all my efforts - I'll try to stay strong. It's 97's batch's year kaan? Remember about PMR? Yeah, scares hell out of me and I'm still here, typing junks.

A random fact about me; all the pain that I've gained from exercising and the cheerleading stuffs makes me forget all those things that brings me down. I guess... I like pain? The bruises, the sprained ankle. To short these words; I LOVE PAIN. But I meant the small pains so... yeah. Nuff sayin.

Actually, I'm out of ideas what to say. Maybe you have to buy me a cone of Baskin Robins' ice-cream? Loljk, I'll write sooner or later. Bye!

Smells like oranges.

Assalamualaikum and hello there! Ahh it's been a while since I didn't tell rants and complains about my life. Busy with school, of course! I don't have the time to open the computer and log in and stuffs. My first day of school is okay, and I'm now a morning session student. Well, it's cool. The teachers aren't mean like what I have expected. My classmates were also incredibly awesome. Even though they're quiet and I'm the only one who laughed like a donkey with my fellow besties. But I can't hold on with the homeworks. Makes my brain dysfunctional.

What's up with your life so far? Pretty neat? Going down a little harder? Mine's in between. "Okay, here we go again." By the way, my homeworks are really fucked up so I'd better get going. I don't have the idea to talk about! *cries cries cries* See yaa laterzzz. *cries and make disappointing faces*

Say you don't want it.

What's up, teenagers of the world? I can't believe it's already 2012. And I'm definitely don't want to think about school. Yes, I'm going to be 15 and I'll be a junior, again. I guess I have to think about it. But I can't wait to meet my friends! And my future classmates will be so awesome. All I know was Nazurah, my bestfriend, will be my classmate ^^ Huda and Afif will also be in my class. Weeee I'll be a happy kid when facing PMR. I hope the teachers aren't mean, but I'll face them since they'll be serious when it comes to teach students who will face PMR.. shit. I want to be organized, for sure! I don't want to be depressed :'(

Lately, I've watched MTV World Stage 2011 on television (a lot, since I've recorded it.) and I don't know why but I'm so emotionally thinking back about that day where I've hung out with my boy and my uncle plus with his dope ass friend. It was fantastically perfect, indeed. I don't have the pictures since the ticket says that cameras are not allowed but my uncle sneak his digital camera in his pocket but the pictures was so... funny. Not appropriate to view here, lol. Obviously from your thoughts about this topic, you can say that I am missing this moments.

Oh hey! Since the school's will opening soon, I think I'll be not updating this blog like usual. Maybe 3 times a week or maybe once a week? The most extreme that will happen is once a month... I'll be post something on this baby. Hope you guys understand me. But I'll be 24/7 on Twitter since I'm using TweetCaster for Android. Or not. Facebook? Kalau dah sekarang pun jarang, apatah lagi nanti. Hehe peace out!

Google!

Yesterday's and today's Google design is so cute asdfghjkl

Need some sleeping pills

Hey it's the last day of 2011! It's 12:24 a.m. according to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia time. I wish I can watch fireworks with someone. Some friends. Eat good food before that, buy some snacks and drinks, pick a good spot for cuddling and.. hmm scratch that! Pick a good spot to hang out with friends and enjoy ourselves. But all of it when straight into my dream. I wish it can be real. Sighs, sighs, sighs. But hey, I wish I can sleep longer than before. I want to do that before going to school this Wednesday. Oh god, new environment. Hope there's no huge dramas. InsyaAllah.

I didn't buy school shoes yet. My old ones were rotten (yes, like cheese...) and rusting. Can you believe that? Btw.... it's midnight now and I think I should stop blogging now. No, not forever and ever! Just for today. Adios!

Bulletproof Love

Ahh, what a day. Cheerleading practice is quite hard today and yes I admit, I'm feeling the 'animal spirits' now since the other flyers were younger than me and they nailed the hard part! I can't describe how it saddens me when I didn't want to shivers too hard but it came more worse than I thought. I admit (again), I think I love to be the one who got thrown up and down but the main problem is; I'm too scared of heights. How can I overcome this phobia?! By bungee jumping? Climb up to the Eiffel Tower?

I'm tired to continue this post. It's supposed to be last night's post but my sister accidently shut down the computer. Bye!

40 is hot.

I knew this picture will be used again. Teehee :>

Today is 25th December using Kuala Lumpur's fixed time and date. Jared Leto's birthday is tomorrow!! Ahhhh I think I can't make it to wish him on time since I'm ready to go back to my hometown tonight :( Twitter will be tagging about him and everything.. ahhh I'm so sad. And Tumblr will be full of his photos and ahhh me want to join you guys................

Ahhh got to go.... sorry for the quick post. Me love you, Jared Joseph Leto!! Constance is so lucky to have a son like you :')

Mindfuuuuu-

Hey hoooooo it's Thursday midnight slash morning already!! Yesterday went to The Wheels with... oh you didn't know what is it? It's a skating hang out spot, err it's like disco skating. Alaaah you what is it. Rollerblades, rollerskates, like the movie Whip It? Yeah, like that! But it's not a competition okay? Oh my god, I love that fucking movie. Okay, continue. I went there with Filzah, Hanis, Huda, Tasha, Wan, Alma and Deeya. Yeaaah today, we took the place down bebeeeh. We arrived there like, 11:54 a.m.? Tak ramai gila duhh. Then, a pack of people came there and stole our spotlight. Ceh. Alma taught me to skate and it went purrrfectly even though I have fall for like, almost 10 times? Thank god I'm a fast learner.

For a while, I'm skating alone since Alma knew I can do it by myself. Because of that, I've hit a stranger. Cute stranger, though. My heart sank and the guilty thoughts coming through my mind like a... rabbit? Ok whatever. I can't get up and he lend his hands. I'm too nervous to say thanks or sorry, I went off to another place. Sorry stranger! :'s

Thanks Alma, for teaching me! I really need a pair of in-line skates.... okay seriously I'm too excited to accept the fact that I can skate, while dancing. Excited gila dengar lagu We Found Love and Champagne Showers masa skating. But it's the best when go skating with your girls for a day. Ahh what a day.

Oh, gtg. My dad dah suruh tidur. Sorry, guna bahasa rojak pula post ni. Nak cepat :s Bye loves xx

Part two.

The water starts flow over the bamboos, the wheel, 7 days on every 10 a.m. until the restaurant is closed.

Day 2 (Thursday, 24rd of November)

The day we entered Universal Studios for the whole day! Honestly, at first I'm too lazy to wake up for this. Woke up at 8, bath and blahblahblah, of we go to the place. First, we have our breakfast since my sister were late because spending time in the bath tub and we didn't have our breakfast at the hotel. Almost all of the restaurants in there are totally certificated as halal. But some of the restaurants like a pizza shop (my all time fav) and chinese restaurant is not (almost crying..) but yeah, the foods are one of the greatest thing.

This is my breakfast! Yes it's a kiddie meal and it has been digested well.

The meal was in this lunchbox. It supposed to be carried along for your souvenir but I'm too shy to use. 

May this lunchbox be with the kid who appreciates gifts.

I'm a happy kid again when I got my delicious brunch. Maybe I'm a lil' bit nauseous for ate the spaghetti meatballs with the chocolate milk. First repentance for the day weee.

Okay I know this post were supposed to update before this. But I'm too lazy haaa.

Maybe you'll be fine with pictures ehh?

Yes I look like a hunchback in the pictures because I'm being forced to have pictures with the characters..

by my sister. I want to have pictures by my own! *cries*

 This ride is fooking awesome. Awesome, I tell you. Maybe you've saw the advertisement that the ride will be open at 3rd of December but yeah, I'm the one of the lucky person. If you want to be lucky, go to this place and ride it!! :D

 This is Betty Boop. Weird.

 Why do they put that way? Omg I'm not the one who put it like that like seriously.